Ahhdor Says

It's been almost a day since I've been here. Been a little quiet trying to adapt not receiving calls or texts, but I'm thankful I still got bbm & what's app. I needa get my Thai sim like soon, really soon as soon as my daddy gets back. He's in Japan now I hope everything will be ok! I wouldn't be as bored when he's back too. Probably will meet Anu soon since he's in BKK too. Its the Songkran festival now and I wanna play! Supposed to go to Hua Hin to look for my cousins but uh, like quite troublesome so gave it a miss. I am so trying to get used to missing my boyfriend. Can't help but I think of him too much, like all the time. Never did I give myself a holiday that even when I dream I dreamt of him. No, I'm not trying to exaggerate but its just that I miss him that much. We tend to be afraid. In fact, i'm extremely afraid. I will hold on no matter what may happen and give all the love that I can, in hope and faith. Its not being naive, its just that I believe. Like how everything seems so dark and gloomy, he's like a beam so strong that it assures me. Its not a crush, not infatuation, not some extravagant passion. I love him.
I hope everyone else would be doing okay. I miss them too, priorities in life. They always say time would change everything. That feelings do too. Time will make one forget. But no, I won't. Sometimes though we're quite distant, you'll always be in heart. You do come across my mind most of the time, Pearlyn. Thought we seldom meet and I couldn't be with you all the time. And Felicia, you know I love you too. & I always will. :)